may 27, 2012

I want to remember how I felt as a contrast, right now I feel like my life is far worse than a prison. It is a Hello, of my own doing. I believe that there is a way out and I still have hope, but like a little Hobbit, I really don't have much of a chance, but that won't deter me. I don't like any of my options, and the reason I don't like them is,because they will only lead to different consequences not better ones. So, at this point I am a bit like Frodo taking the ring to Mordor, while being told that it is impossible and expecting Gandalf to tell me the right way even.