Saturday, September 21, 2013

Never can be used

I had,been accustomed to the idea that words like always and never should be avoided because if our communication is to be considered useful it must be true.

I was thinking today about how tumultuous my past has been, but through it all, and it did come to pass, there is a core me that never changed. Now, I should not be misunderstood to claim any superiority over changing folk. I just noticed though I had plenty of oppertunities to change but something kept me, well me. I am still and fundamentally me.

Previously, I might have defined myself externally or through the things I love or have a talent for like, the piano playing, runner, computer chick, I cannot run or play the piano, and no one even knows or suspects my technical past let alone my obsession with acting, whereas in college and High school I was known as the drama girl. But, stripping me of all of that, I am still me. I even questioned what I was intended to do and believed, thinking maybe it was just a product of the things I had been taught, but one by one Things felt right and were solidified as true and what I, by nature, loved. My religion is not by nurture or brainwashing. The more I was actually able to think, the less I valued that ability.

Lastly, I used to think that we should not judge others by thief spirit because like their body, they did not have much say and it seemed unfair to prefer one nature over another. Then, I remembered that we must and will judge others, that shouldn't matter of it is fair or not. Also, tah dah, enter a concept of pre exsistence and now you have fairness, our inner self is a product of life, we receive fairness through our choices.

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