It is foolishness, pure nonsense, and yet I feel that "what if" more strongly than other "should"s. Like I should be sleeping, etc.
It is like being in a three way competition where first ans second place are announced and when they do not announce you as second place, you get scared. Although it means you could win, it dfinitely means you did not win second place.the chances for failure increase directly with the greatness of the win.
So, I cannot just fall asleep because I fear I'll potentially have a life changing thought, and though dreams are fun, solid ideas form when we are awake.
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