That is the most profound thing I have ever considered. Where is your heart? I have loved so many things, and thought each place was where I belong, and each truly was closer to what I felt was important. It kept me here while my family was more and more entirely down south.
Zion is the place I was raised to believe would be the place where people like me would all be. And for the most part I was right, but that does not make it home for the simple reason that,my husband does not nor has done anything to win or secure my heart.
And if experience has taught me anything, I have learned that I can belong anywhere if I am with someone with whom I am entirely devoted to and he to me. I risked so much and tried and hoped and even now, my heart breaks,because of the ripple effect any choice I make will have.
I want to teach that there is a right and wrong, and we should always chose the right and if we do God will never leave us alone. He always provides a way. I believe that. I just cannot believe that leaving my children could ever be right.
But, I know that we have a limited ammount of time to do things and there are things that I must do in this life.
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