Acting is a talent?

I always loved acting so much more than anything else so I never allowed it to become a job or means to support myself, because I did not want a talent5 to ever become a job because jobs were work, right?

Well, maybe I wasn't as talented as I thought, cause I nearly cringe to see anything I had done in the past. I did love doing the thing I poorly did though, and I think you can tell.

I liked imprommptu stuff because I always changed the script anyway, to better fit how I would say it. Now, I see why I was better at thingsw than others because things were not really as simple as I mde them. Sure, the changed lines were simpler to me, but I noticed with running, how I loved it and thought I was so much better than others, but now I see that I just was not doing it like others. It was easy to me, maybe I did not feel pain the same way, cause I got a bad grade in PE though I out performed everyone else, my teacher complaned that I lollygaged, cause my pulse rate never increased to indicate a strain. Now, running is harder and I just don't do it.

Back to acting...I was thinking that I may have appeared better than others, but really they were better than me, or would be eventually. For example, They could empathize with the writer and use his/her words to convey the feeling whereas I got the overall point and changed the thing I said to mean the same thing. I would have been much more talented of an actor if I could assume the disposition and words given to me, and appear the same to those who observe.