perspective

I don't really have much to expound on this topic, but I wanted to see the marvel in my own life, and make a little note to myself letting me know that I was actually aware of this way back when.

I have noticed in other people's lives how they sorta seem to doom themselves by praying for a thing, and then failing to have a more perfect perspective, like the one objective time gives me because I was not living their life. People, instead curse God or give up all together when they have asked for a thing and then "suffer" in not getting things they think that they want all the while they are being blessed to get what they want and the struggle is only percieved.

Often, I have felt terrible that I prayed for things, knowing that I did get what I sought, but that it caused a whole lot of hardship for othes, but again, it might be a matter of pespective. Maybe we really only do get things granted us that are worthy and good, and just maybe the hardship to get that thing is worth it. Interesting....Worthy, Worth it. hmmmmm...

It is my current perspective that I am extremely little and insignifucant, but eternally, I may not be so, and those desires that I cannot understand yet, are going to click at some future point when I realize more, and my current failure at success in the thing I want is intended because ultimately it is somehow counterproductive.

"I've seen this happen in other people's lives, and now, it's happening in mine." -S. P. Morrissey
"as you are I once was and as I am, you will become." -From some scripture constantly quoted by my oh so wise father, only it was intended to remind us not to be careless of what we enjoy temporrily. likewise, do not fret for too long, for "This too shall pass."