I realized that I hadn't prayed this morning when I noticed I had extra time. As I prayed I understood that being heard and answered was likely going to earn me misunderstanding and a feeling that I was worthless unless I had the right perspective cause I prayed to be able to teach and love as the Savior would desire.
I said, " I am here to do whatever you need". to the teacher I worked for/with last year and I wondered then what that would mean. Basically, I would be an extension of her.
In regards to my prayer, when Jesus lived on earth (he was not exactly popular) so if I likewise am not appreciated. I need to accept that.