brain dump

There were times when the things I was focused on were how I could help another, but through this lesson I realize that the thing that I found to prescribe others and actually do for another is what I need and that is how I was able to see and find my own answer due to another's need.

Another thing that hasbeen weighing heavily on my mind is how multifold a testimony is and the thing I see that is so different in Utah is that the majority of saints know things because of a feeling or"burning of their heart" I have never had a testimony of this sort and started to think I did not have a testimony but I find things are true by thinking like is done in study and when Ifelt as well, then I would be so excited, cause I would know. Finally. And, I have heard it prophesied that without a personal testimony even the elect will fall. Likewise, in a film once a character said that we are given a million and one things to believe and then a thing will come that will require our ability to believe in a different way, and make it seem to us if we based our testimony, for me thinking, will be our downfall and confound us.