Apology

I have so many things that ought to be said, but I am undergoing a deep, spring cleaning, and it has come again to my attention that while I was being so worried about my flaws that I failed to see a deeper one that time away will only mend, I did want to say this blaring thing, it is like a child screaming in an inappropriate time that must not be ignored. I realized finally that I am extremely beautiful. Only because I was able to stop comparing myself to an unrealistic standard of acceptability. It is like being different, but not a "sweet spirit" thing where I realize that I am beautiful inside, but really, I am so gorgeous and nothing could change that. While I was passing that thought another one formed an quietly raised it's hand. So, I politely acknowledged it. Everyone is honestly beautiful, the only thing sets them apart is self-worth or self-actualization. What makes you beautiful, beyond any meager description is knowing it. Once you figure it out, you will be beautiful, too. I suppose that is why it is so significant to me. I know what beauty is. And it was financially cost free. I am glad that I did not pay a lot of time/money to look like someone else in hopes of replicating or achieving beauty.