why women love the internet

In one word the answer to why women love to be online is Pintrest, but it is not that simple, they hate that they love it, too. Have you thougt about this, well, if you think while you read, and if you read this you might understand one reason.

I was cleaning the house thinking of a party game for little kids, baking cookies and picking out everyone's church clothes and was thinking, I want to get online or finish watching torchwood. to relax? I started thinking about how I grow accustomed to doing many things at once so much so that I don't like down time too much. I like to be accomplishing something while planning the next task.

at the end of the day I relax and do nothing but think. And what else would I think of but everything I failed to accomplish? So, I both love and hate the internet.Being online makes me feel busy, while I am truly accomplish nothing that I intended to that day.

Pintrest, seems delightful to learn from all of the brilliance out there, in particular mothers in my situation, but instead it makes,me feel stupid and that my own creativity, if compared, falls far short of what seems to be praised and will no doubt become the new norm. It also forces me to take note of all the things others are doing with their time and money. Just looking at other's project is like reading to increase your ignorance. The more you are aware of, the more you are made aware of the things you do not have, nor likely ever will.

It was funny, I told my first husband that I wanted my children to grow up poor. At the time he obliged, but I do not think he understood yet. My current husband lives like a wealthy person, but expects me to live happily in squallor, as long as his needs are met. I honestly do not think he sees me as a real live person. I'm just a nonpaid live in maid/nurse who could quit if I wished, another reason I love the internet, an escape, like that show (which I never saw) The housewives of Orange County. I can only imagine the ways screenwriters document their need to escape.