Tuesday, April 3, 2012

why online is bad for me...

I had thought this by playing "drawsomething" and I realized that it only takes one person who is really trying to make a good team. With the letters and by the number of spaces a smart or determined person can make things work, or see things in a picture because they are trying to see the word that fits.

I do that online with people and songs. I know that others do not mean what I get out of things, likewise, without interaction, I supply what I want to the meaning of those words that do not actually mean what I want them to.

I take sort of blank personalities and fill them until I admire them so much because they are full of everything that I secretly need, Kind like filling a twinkie with pureed broccoli. then when you take a bite expecting the needed Iron boost, you get filling, which isn't really a bad thing itself it is just not what was needed.

I have beome an internet junkie because for a long while walking and talking was too much to try and tackle, but since then I started thinking if I can do those the next step would be singing and running. I can't give up, but my current situation leaves me sorta paralyzed, I get the feeling that I am nearly a single parent, only I do not have any say in any thing. It is very frustrating, I honestly do not know how much more that I can endure. But, my mind whispers, "If I had a dollar for everytime I heard that..." basically, everyone thinks that and the strong don't give up.

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