I am having a little pitty party for myself, it seems petty to pitty myself, now I,need some putty to really play not only ON words. But silly putty transfers words from print quite nicely, too I might add.
Now, on to my purpose. I am always sad when my children leave, I try to pin the sadness on something, tonight I feel sad that no one I knew well came to my wedding reception. Sure, I understand, and it was the second time and I was just one of seven children, and I sorta ran away. But, tonight, I blame,my wretchedness on the lack of interest shown in me or my life. The same thing happened when I moved to WA, too. None of my family ever once visited me. My grandma sent me a package one year for Christmas though, and that really buoyed me up.
I am not ungrateful to Nick's family, but even to this day, they are HIS family, that isn't what I intended.
So, I know it is wrong and misdirected but, I am upset that something so important was made so trivial.
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