It's gonna be harder than I thought.

I made up my mind fully, but comfort mocked me and even now, I quit composing because I'm cold. But, I did get a bit of a charge from someone who said "Sometimes, life isn't meant to be pleasant. It's meant for you to see what it is. Walk away from that stronger, more educated, able to look for the higher power. Knowing without it you would still be back in the past.." her point was that being in the past though it is not moving forward, is what those who do move forward long for, kinda like how I never realized how awesome it is to walk until I couldn't do it.