Monday, October 21, 2013

intentional trick?

My thought this evening is that maybe my extreme ignorance is all for my own good. I was thinking that some things which might appear a way to others who do not really know as much as they think they do. And then there are things that make absolutely no sense to me. There are things that feel so wrong I have to hope because the way the story appears to go is not going how I would have ever pleasantly imagined it would.

OK, let me start over. I think I purposely appear to be what I am not. I am aware of things now so that I may do something about it, but at the same time, I worry that even knowing myself puts me in danger. At least I understand now the thing I wanted to say regarding a situation of which no one ever sought my opinion, "you cannot unknow a thing".

So, my mortal life is a trick. The thought was actually that people love to think they understand things and are supposed to do a thing, and that is how a successful con is done.

No comments:

Post a Comment