I am sharing too much, over sharing even. I have accomplished my part here, next! My vision has been exanded to see that staying longer than I should is going to really mess everthing up. Seriously. but, there are a few things that have not been done yet that were supposed to happen. So, While I put the whole universe out of whack I must do thimgs while I can. uh oh, that sounds a bit self-centered, I ought to know better, *I* don't matter as much as everyone else.
by knowing me.... Anyway, I cannot recall my brilliant thought, I guess it wasn't really mine, but it was in my head/thoughts.
I was just thinking about my brother, Matthew and how he was told that, well, I will not say plainly some of the things that he was told, but they support some of my notions of who we are. Not of consequence was the thought of how Matt and I were always closest and my memories of him growing up are profound. mostly, I was impressed with his hard working nature and ability to accomplish things. then how Brandall thought that he looked so much like my brother that he mistook Photos of Matt at our wedding reception to be himself. The one thing that won my affection was his referring to our real life before we were born, this had been a delusion of mine for a long time. When we met, I was in love with Jim still and told him that I only wanted to be friends, but he told me that he wasn't interested in being friends. So, we parted for a time andhe refused to take my phone calls! We ended up married, though. And, I had no intentions of ever doing it again. But, here I am. Even now, I tell myself to shut the heck up, but continue to blabber on
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