Maybe

I really don't have the same concerns I used to. I do not even care about maybe. I still care alot, but not about the things that might be, they don't matter right now, and when they do I won't care then, so why care now? I'll just say "Oh well" to everything that could go wrong and try to avoid them, but not to the point of distraction.

I thought a thought to put on ere then though, hmm, it would really make a better song, but that's when I thought that maybe the reason I used facebook was to compensate for my lack of ability to get my ideas out to the world.

It was my goal in my teens to have my music heard around the world, so I sent music to people all arounf the world and asked that they would play my cd, they didn't have to listen or be effected in any way. Check! it was accomplished, but then, I got sick, and though I hate to speak in cliche' "when a door is closed a window is opened." I was able to actually share my ideas with all of the world and everyone else fgot to see how consuming it is to write music. look how addictive facebook is. Well, I do not mind giving thatr up to work on writtingf my ideas in songs again. I cannot help but point out that even theSavior spoke in parables or stories which were not plain to everyone, so what if people never understand my songs? I got to share a whole lot of my ideas. I just had another, I want to start a blog called my desk, and in one drawer, I'll hide away a note to my beloved!