My Muse

I told Matt (Matthew Wesley Smith) that he was my Muse because I tend to be more prolific when we are in contact, so Naturally, I think I ought to write him a letter. I found my stamps!
Probably, maybe ironically, my best memories of him are also my worst times in my life. "It was the best of times. It was the worst of times." When he helped me bury my kitten. (move over Dickens!)

You know, it might just be the time of life that was spent with him though. I was in college and full of great ideas and totally pure and inexperienced (another way of saying gullible). But, I think it is his way of speaking and thinking though, How many people do you get mad at then find them sitting alone in the cafeteria reading an encylopedia? Regrettably, I did sort of leave him after all of the "Magic" for a gay guy who had no potential, but I was in love and foolish enough to think that I would make the difference for him.